Not it

Waitin is over, not me.

I can't help but feel a lil disappointed. Perfect job, perfect lil town, excellent timing. Just was not chosen.

Cindy and I prayed a very specific prayer about this job. That God would not give me this opportunity if He knew it was not right for us, where we wanted to be in the future, or any other thing He knew that we did not.

Still, I am disappointed. What reason did they have for passin me up? The other guy have more experience? Something HR did not like in my background?

How many times do I do this? Pray, and if I don't like my answer feel let down and disappointed? Who else does this? Just me? I really am curious.

On a more positive note, thanks to my insider contact at least I will be able to find out why I was passed over.

USDAbllaahh

I am very anxious and impatient right now.

Yesterday I had an interview with USDA wildlife services as a Trapper. I have since heard it is down to me or one other guy. I have another day at least to wait.

Wife and I have prayed over this, for patience, for not gittin the job if Somervell County will not be right for us, for guidance. So, I don't really know why I am anxious...but I really am.

Knowin what I knew on Monday now is startin to wear thin. I knew it was a 50% chance on this job, either I git it or I don't. I sure wish I knew. That old sayin about no news is good news just isn't any comfort to me.

Hmmm

So it appears that in the year 4012, my birthday will be on a Wednesday...